Before surgery i weighed 26 and a half stone but I know I weighed more than that but you stop weighing after a while as you really don’t want to know.
I felt useless and disgusting. I felt like an embarrassment to all around me. I know many people have features they don’t like about themselves but to physically feel sick every time you dress in your specially ordered sized clothes is a daily ritual that will leave you on edge at all times.
The very idea of walking upstairs would have to be planned with a 10 min sit down afterwards. I wasn’t really living, I was just existing. When you can’t even walk your children into school as it hurts so much you know you have your priorities all wrong. People often think that I would enjoy sitting down hobbies but when a cinema seat literally cuts into your skin as your too big for the seat, then you even avoid that and quickly find yourself isolating from the world, turning to the only thing you can….. more food.
My Tonic Experience
Tonic are absolutely second to none. They are there any time you need them. They aren’t mind readers as some expect but they regularly check on you and the moment you reach out to them with a need, they are all over it like I used to be all over cake.
The depth of the care is astounding, from the surgeon all the way down to a portion control plate, the big and the small things are thought of.
The staff genuinely care, you are real to them and not just a sales target. The office staff have so much knowledge on it all I have no doubt they are all you would need but to back that up with qualified nurses, dieticians, nutritionists, psychotherapists, personal trainers and so on makes you realise you are getting the best treatment.
Life after Surgery
I am so adventurous now, from climbing waterfalls to going on watersports I have a new lease for life. One year post surgery I did a sky dive from 15000ft, this wouldn’t have been physically possible before nor would I have had the confidence.
My health is so much better. My diabetes is in remission, blood pressure is amazing and the doctors are so happy with me.
The biggest highlight is the pride I see in the eyes of my family. Especially my little boy who loves to race me into school now and had started asking to wear clothes like daddy, have his hair like daddy and do adventurous things with daddy. That is something so priceless and beyond words.
Before surgery I heard “dance with my father again” by luther vandross and I was in pieces because I could see my little girl on her wedding day with no dad to dance with as I was eating myself into a very large early grave. I now have that hope of many father daughter dances for years to come.
I walk, run, exercise, play, party, have adventures, do sports, play with my kids, shop in the high street and so on.
In short, I now live not just exist.
I have lost over 10 and a half stone.
It’s not a miracle cure, it’s a tool you have to work. A bad tradesman blames his tools but a good one can build amazing things when he understands them and works them.
This tool provides something so new to people in this situation so you need the right training and guidance to use it.
That’s where team tonic are vital. Let them show you how to use your tool and then build yourself a longstanding, exciting, solid and amazing new life, not just for you but for those most important to you.
It’s worth every bit.